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  • I hate everything.

    That's not true. But I hate a lot right now. I hate my job; I hate my apartment... I think I hate my life. I am not stable right now. At all. I don't know if this is just the down cycle of some mental illness that I…
  • A Real Quick Thing

    Okay! So, real quick on the chaos here right now.It's still fucking cold.Also, I don't like the cold. I'm a freeze-baby by nature. Poor circulation or something like that. That, and the fact that I'm utterly convinc…
  • Home updates.

    So, I think I have a job prospect. The local Applebee's is hiring cooks, and I really did like that job when I worked there before. If it hadn't been for the evil kitchen manager, I probably would have stayed. But I a…
  • An update.

    Okay! So, here I am. I'm settled in (as settled as I can get, really) at my sister's house, and aside from a little bit of a creaky back from sleeping on the floor, it's not bad. Eric likes it because my family almost…
  • Heading home.

    So I had a choice. I could stay here: miserable, suicidal, and completely out of place.. for the rest of the semester, or, I could cut my losses, accept my mistakes as graciously as possible, and go home. With a little…
  • Some calm-inspired thoughts.

    So last night, for no reason that I'm aware of, a sudden calm came over me and I was at last able to think clearly. I laid in bed after a few minutes of sniveling and was staring at the ceiling and then, this really sud…
  • Back on the Watch

    Suicide watch, that is. This is horrible. I really and honestly thought I was past this. I mean, admittedly, my life hasn't improved since I took myself off of it, but I thought I was doing all right. And now here I …

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